What Dreams Are Made Of

Tonight I am restless. I miss my baseball boy. I am wishing now more than ever that he was laying here with me watching some weird History Channel stuff while I read. We would make dumb jokes and laugh about them...jokes that no one else would think was funny. With all this emotion I figured the best thing for me to do is write.

Ah. My niece. My only niece. I have so much love to give that little girl. After all, she is the only little one that has ever called me Aunt. Well, that will be changing around next March. My sister-in-law called me yesterday crying and screaming and loving the idea that she saw two pink lines. I am going to be an Aunt again.

She is perfect. In every single way. Just look at her. I love that smile and that silliness. She has her very own personality now and it is way too cute to even begin describing. 

And then there's her...my big sister. HAHAHA.. All I can do is laugh sometimes at us. We are going to be 60 years old and still have the dumbest fights. Half the time, I don't even know what we argue about but she is my best friend. I would lay my life down for her so willingly. God planned us to be sisters. He made us, two very different people, from the same woman and man. It blows my mind. God is amazing.

And him. Big brother. So protective. He is also one of boyfriend's best friends. I crack up at him. All. The. Time. He's such a character. A great husband. An incredible father. An amazing big brother. Every single thing a man should try to be. I adore that guy!

And him....my soul mate. My super hero. My knight in shining armor. My everything. He is the man I can't imagine life without. He is the man that God created with me in mind. He gave him every quality that I want and need in a man. I struggle with our little lives. We are a few hundred miles away from each other because of baseball but we keep the spark lit. He's such a stud. Yikes I'm so in love.

I wondered for a long time what my life would be like when I "grew up." Could it be any more perfect? Every single dream I ever had, God outdid it! This is exactly what dreams are made of!!